Now that I lived a life in captivity for about a wreek, I understand more than ever why you need to get out why you should leave A-SAP.
Belgium option, shelter option, Litanies option, Thomas option, doesn't matter.
But you need to taste what freedom feels like.
I had it taken away from me for roughly a week and it felt almost unbearably insufferable for me.
You say you love me, as a friend, baby.
So please trust me on this.
Let be your beacon here, and help you light the best path to take.
Work out a plan A, a plan B, a plan C, etcetera.
Work out the pros and every con of either option you can think of.
And if you feel stuck and need someone to help you with the logistics of any particular plan, either through mere brainstorming...
... or to play a driver for you and help you get you to whichever temporary location you pick.
I implore you : GET OUT OF WHERE YOU LIVE NOW BEFORE THE END OF 20-26.
I'd obviously prefer the "Belgium option" as your prefered escape plan.
But I'm willing to help you in various ways with any other escape plan.
Because I want you to know what it feels to be free.
I want you to know what if feels to trust someone and be physically around people you actually like.
Maybe that's not enough to convince you I'm "husband" material.
But I'd do it either way.
Because that's what friends do....
I wouldn't do this as a favor to you... or just to make your life better.
I'd do this because I find you a fascinating creature and i genuinely care about making you exprience freedom, happiness and joy beyond anything you've ever experienced before.
And, yeah, I hope that will consider you me more as husband material than you do now.
But if you don't... At least I showed you what I feel you should do for people you really care for...
And, never forget that ALL healthy friendships are reciprocal, in the sense that you value their presence, their words and they actions, much like they value yours.
I love you not because you're broken,