Should I happy to get Vodyanitsa? Genshin Impact

Hi! This is my first time uploading on Bilibili, the reason is this: I'm unmotivated. After all this time, I've realized I have no regrets about my life. It is their automated AI's fault, not mine, and while I accept that reality, I am still dealing with mental health issues. My future no longer exists if this is unsolved. Here is what happened on X: https://x.com/Jaytrixia/status/2097709960113397820 My YouTube has 2k subs and a total of 8m views: https://www.youtube.com/@Jaymantrix #genshin #genshinimpact #vodyanitsa #gacha