SnowStellar - Only Getting Worse
Lyrics:
i keep on spending my nights wide awake
if i dreamt i would dream about passing away
wasn't raised till own mother left me
watched me cry as i held her and begged her to stay
when they ask me, i'll tell them i'm okay
don't go crying to someone who may not be
made to go handling problems you can't take
just go cry to yourself if you can anyways
my head is on fire, you split me in two like the
fruits that you used to go poisoning to make me
think that i was not allowed to consume
but i listened and wished i was better for you
and that night that we spent, looking up at the moon
i just couldn't get anything out of my room
my own vision is blurried by start in my tomb
oh if only i knew, if only i knew