My Happy Marriage Season 1 Episode 9 Drowning in Dreams In HIndi Dub

Synopsis This is the episode of men grabbing Miyo forcefully. Both Arata and Kiyoka are desperate to get through to her. I don't think either of them really understands what their actions relay to her – they may know intellectually that the Saimori family abused her (and whether Arata is aware of that is up for debate). Still, it's hard to fully grasp how that can affect someone if you've never been a survivor yourself. Based on this episode, it looks like Kiyoka's not particularly good at expressing himself anyway, and his desperation to reach his fiancée comes through in the way he touches her. He doesn't gently take her hand, he snatches it; he doesn't gently hold her, he grabs her shoulders. It's not hard to see where his reputation as someone frightening comes from, because no one ever taught him how to comfortably express his emotions. Were Miyo in a better state, she would probably understand. But she's a product of what she's lived through, and she thinks that she needs to be a perfect lady to “deserve” to be Kiyoka's wife. That's why she's so shocked when Hazuki reveals that she isn't perfect, although how that led to her divorce may only reaffirm for Miyo that she has to do better. For Miyo, a good life and fair treatment are things that must be earned, because it was hammered into her that she didn't deserve them (or love) simply because she exists. Kiyoka's words about how they're a family now and families are there for each other may not get through to her because her birth family certainly didn't treat her with that respect or care. She's in entirely new territory, trying to find her way, and it's wearing her down in ways that Kiyoka wants to understand, but can't entirely. He's trying, though. I love the scene where he and Hazuki are just talking because it manages to convey their closeness and familial bond without explicitly spelling it out. It stands in remarkable contrast to all of the interactions we've seen in the Saimori family,